I’m profoundly aware of the superfluous crud that is piled on all of us during our lifetimes. Lucky and special is s/he who manages to elude the influences that accompany the circumstances of our birth. Luckiest of all are those who arrive at a point where they can stand up, turn around, stare their respective cultures/families/childhoods/religions or what-have-you in the eye, and declare: “Not for me, mate. Not having it. I’m out of here.” There are many wonderful books on that very theme. Escape. Transformation. Becoming who you really are. We are all born into a particular time and place in the history of the world. We come out of the chute with much that is predetermined. Our gender, our race, our culture, our lineage, and our family. All of these elements are generally non-negotiable in our formative years. A lot of what I learned in my childhood I now realize was first-rate horse puckey. I can see clearly how my parents bobbed along trying to conform to the dictates of their time. The house. The car. The multiple businesses. The lakeside cottage. I can also see clearly how wrong and misguided those dictates were. I’m engaged in the necessary task of sorting memories and events into “scenes” and categories to link them together as chapters in my book. Who was ultimately responsible for the bad things that happened? Were my parents villains or victims? The “fabulous Fifties” was a flaky, flashy decade and a false front devised as social propaganda to soothe a war-weary world. (The Sixties saw through the facade in short order and set out to upend it.) I grew up, for example, believing a person’s personality and character are fully formed and unchangeable by a certain age. It was the Jesuits, I thought, who used to say: “Give me a child until the age of seven, and I will give you. the man.” It turns out that quote was originally espoused by Aristotle way back in the day. More sinisterly, centuries later, the quote was attributed to Aryan-obsessed Adolf Hitler. With his good buddy Heinrich Himmler, Hitler carefully cultivated little kindergartens of Lebensborn all over Germany. (Ednote: Predictably, the adult children of the Nazi’s Lebensborn program – many now senior citizens – have come forward to seek each other out and connect for mutual support over their sketchy origins: https://www.nbcnews.com/id/wbna15548608)
So to put all our difficult memories behind us, we need courage and we need support. That is a major learning that arose for me yesterday in a conversation with book coach June Bennett (https://theauthoroasis.com/about/). Our meeting was a happy coda to the Perfect Your Process Writing Summit that ended yesterday. June offers a free initial consultation for writers to explore their projects and how her services as a book coach might help. Turns out she once really was a doula in real life. As a writer, June has written her own books and coached many authors into finishing and delivering a book of their own. We agreed the baby and book delivering processes are similar and may even be guided by the same Higher Power. But I digress. June asked to record our conversation and will deliver a finished transcript back to me with her proposal for working together. This transcript will be prepared thanks to the capabilities of a program called Otter.ai. We truly live in an age of miracles. I made sure June is mindful of my goal to get a book proposal submitted to the Hay House book proposal contest by the June 5th deadline. Win, lose, or draw in the contest, the book must still be written. It may be very helpful to have June’s services as a sounding board and hand holder. I tend to meander. June and I talked for a solid hour and a half and left our conversation at this. She will come back to me with a proposal for working together. If it sounds like what I need, we’ll make an agreement to work together for the next five months. For my part, I am just happy to know that people such as June Bennett exist. Sheltering ports to weather creative storms.