A poem I found that I deeply relate to.

“You should dance with the skeletons in your closet.

Learn their names,

So you can ask them to leave.

Have coffee with your demons.

Ask them important questions like,

“What keeps you here?”

Learn what doors they keep finding open,

And kick them out.”

Author Mason Sabre

Personally, I am sick to death of wrestling with the verdammtes things.